racau #2: kenal diri
“Myths which are believed in tend to become true” (george orwell) Indonesia yang maju itu terdengar seperti mitos. Iya atau tidak? terserah bagaimana pikiran masing-masing mau menjawab. Kalau saya ditanya hal yang sama, saya lebih memilih percaya sepenuh hati, jiwa dan raga. Halaah.. Banyak yang salah tempat di negeri ini. Lulusan teknik nuklir dan sastra yang kini menjadi penjual motor di sudut malioboro, misalnya. Eit, yang itu belum tentu salah.  Mahasiswa Teknik Perminyakan lantas punya hobi desain website? Itu juga belum tentu salah. Hehehe.. “Kenal diri, tahu apa tugas hidup, lantas percay

racau #1: rasa takut
“I learned that courage was not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it. The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear.” (mandela) Apa si yang paling ditakutkan manusia? Binatang buas? Musuh? Tuhan? atau diri sendiri? atau rasa takut itu sendiri? Hmm..Takut pada rasa takut itu sendiri? Darimana si datangnya rasa takut?? Rasa takut dapat didefinisikan sebagai  “respons emosional atas ancaman yang diterima”. Karena rasa takut, lantas manusia dibuat cemas. Rasa takut sendiri berkaitan dengan perilaku melarikan diri dan penghindaran, sedangkan kecemasan adalah h

never knew i needed
For the way you changed my plans, for being the perfect distraction, for the way you took the idea that I have. Of everything that I wanted to have, and made me see there was something missing. For the ending of my first begin, and for the rare and unexpected friend.  For the way you’re something that I’d never choose. But, at the same time something I don’t wanna lose. And never wanna be without ever again. You’re the best thing I never knew I needed, so when you were here I had no

Until
If I caught the world in a bottle and everything was still beneath the moon. Without your love would it shine for me? If I was smart as Aristotle and understood the rings around the moon. What would it all matter if you loved me? Here in your arms where the world is impossibly still with a million dreams to fulfill and a matter of moments until the dancing ends. Here in your arms when everything seems to be clear, not a solitary thing would I fear. Except when this moment comes near the dancing’s end. If I caught the world in an hourglass, saddled up the moon so we could ride. Until the stars grew dim, until… One day you’ll meet a stranger an

High
Beautiful dawn – lights up the shore for me. There is nothing else in the world, I’d rather wake up and see (with you). Beautiful dawn – I’m just chasing time again. Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night. But now I’m high; running wild among all the stars above. Sometimes it’s hard to believe you remember me. Beautiful dawn – melt with the stars again. Do you remember the day when my journey began? Will you remember the end (of time)? Beautiful dawn – You’re just blowing my mind again. Thought I was born to endless night, until you shine. High; running wild among all the stars above. Sometimes it’s