The night before shooting...
Surprisingly enough I was able to sleep the night before. I expected excessive sweating followed by massive freak-out attacks. I'm assuming it didn't happen because I didn't have the mental capacity to store any new information so I just went to bed without preparing. I only had a checklist of props and had a feeling that I was missing something. However, it would've been a good idea to block each scene on my own, but due to the last minute change for the interior location, scenes weren't going to match the storyboards. I also didn't want to have ridiculously specific expectations because I figured I would end up being too disappointed. All I could think of was, "There's going to be a lot o

"Muah"
In appearance I am someone who should be following orders. Someone whose parents can gloat about. Someone who never smiles and cannot stand up for herself or be noticed in a crowded room. In appearance I am a petite China doll that can fit in someone's pocket. Only in appearance.But as an Asian American woman I have a bark worse than my bite. I am controlling, domineering and stand up for myself when need be. I wear my heart on my sleeve and care about certain things that are far and beyond my control. I am loyal, brutally honest and sincere. I am a Scorpio. I am a dragon. I am an advocate for APIA and I am a stereotype-breaker. I love too much and hate too much. I am passionate

So uh, about the night before...
Surprisingly enough I was able to sleep the night before. I expected excessive sweating followed by massive freak-out attacks. I'm assuming it didn't happen because I didn't have the mental capacity to store any new information so I just went to bed without preparing. I only had a checklist of props and had a feeling that I was missing something. However, it would've been a good idea to block each scene on my o

A few days prior to shooting
"I'm so glad to have this blog to vent. Honestly, if I hear another "How's your shoot going?" I'm gonna 'shoot' them myself...not literally of course. Just in my dreams. I'll be having too many dreams of conniving ppl getting hurt and me watching them squirm and loving it. Those are definitely dreams. Not nightmares."

SHOOTING - FRI SAT SUN (23-25)
Finished shooting this afternoon.  Too many things to say.  Said it in English for my sis and her bf.  Translated it into Vietnamese for my parents.  There's not enough saliva in my mouth to speak any longer.  Not enough energy to do my homework.  Figured I wouldn't do it, but I guess I'll wake up in 5 hours and make attempts.  Geez, I feel like I haven't been at school in forever.  Damn furloughs.  So much to discuss, pictures to post, yakidi-yak.  TBD.  Need a break!