Reluctant
     I can't find a reason to go to sleep. I have so many things I would like to get caught up on, both out of necessity and desire. I have so many thoughts chomping at the bit to be put into text, but I can't calm them enough to understand them all. Instead, I'm wasting time discovering some new music and looking down some possible roads for my dreams to follow.     Speaking of dreams.. Oh, am I ever stuck.. I'm a part of a band I'm truly proud of, yet I can't determine whether I really believe it has a future, or if I just blindly hope it does. I have numerous other avenues of music to explore, but I can't decide if it's even a

Thoughtlines
     It's the bottom of the 3:00AM hour and here I am, contemplating the first string of words to open this blog with. I find it interesting that, with all the thoughts and ideas in my mind, the opening line is simply a statement of my lack of words. I'm unsure of what outcome will result from this blog, but I do intend to digitally scribble some of my thoughts. So much runs through my mind at all hours of the day, I often find it hard to decipher the logic within the obscurity.     It's confusing to try and make sense sometimes.. Onward to my ramblings:     Tonight, it's difficult to find a place in my head