the three little pigs: a mother's tale

child abuse?

just say no to crack...

an inconvenient truth...
done a bit of soul searching in the last 24 hours - yea, that's all it takes...my soul must be either pretty tiny or really fucked up.  maybe a bit of both. what prompted it isn't really necessary to the result, it's importance lies in bringing it to the surface.  stick with me, it's not upbeat, but it's from my heart.  maybe if i can get it out, the happy shawna can quit feeling guilty.i have literally hurt every man that has fallen in love with me, save two actually.  one being dale and the other being a psychotic fuck that i probably should have killed to save the rest of the world from

just to remind you, if you ever need it.
i so deeply appreciate the person that you are.   the depth of your goodness sometimes overwhelms me and simply floods me with love for you. with open arms you let me cry, you let me laugh, you let me love, you let me be and then you love me still.  you are God's gift to me and you are forever deep in my heart...i love you.

c'mon, do the snake guy with me...

a little todo about not much.
been working on a couple of projects for a friend and i'm running out the clock - but that's what i do.  better under pressure i suppose. one more week to get them sent out.  gogogogogoooo shawna!hallowanker is ALMOST over, thank you GOD.  i despise halloween, don't know why...just one of my least favorite holidays. sorry spange-cake.  and NO, i did not buy any candy for the little bastards.weather has turned absolutely beautiful - low 70's during the day, clear skies, good (ok, relatively speaking) air out there.  always lots to be done outside and this is the time of year to get it done.  maybe tomorrow.

what do "they" know?