Hold it right there!

Ready To Live Now

Exhaling

Still here
So, I’m still learning how it feels to be back home with nothing to do.Its been almost a month now. I thought I would die from all the boredom by now but hey, I’m still here aren’t I ? And being the most boring and un-spontaneous person with countable friends is not helping either. I have been told a few times it’s by choice. I have nothing to say to that. I’ve been thinking I need to purge but knowing me, I’ll have to think of a way of doing that , or possibly several ways and then shoot down every single one for some reason and then end up back at square one. And I’m tired of writing about being tired of writing

Attempts
I took last night with my camera phone during a black out. Thought I’d share it. What do you think?? Posted in randomness, Sometimes

Out of my mind
So, I recently quit my job. Its sort of scary. I have no idea what I’m going to do. I’ve been thinking about it and right now I’m totally freaking out!!!! It feels like letting go, thinking that someone something will catch me Or I’ll land on a soft ground. Only for reality to slowly trickle in That there’s no one, nothing to rescue ,

Until
It seems like forever,or never I have been here waiting for you I don’t know why but its like some code embedded in me like you are a big part of my destiny And I have no idea why but the future seems impossible without you like you are a definite I have tried countless times and succeeded a few To convince myself…and others that you don’t exist but still I wait and I don’t know why

So…
Looks like this has been the month of all blogger’s block. Let’s pretend I’ve been busy. You know, too busy to even remember I have a blog. Yeah, that bad. Plus I have been sick, quite a little depressed and very very confused for the past few weeks. I have been thinking of quitting my job for a while now. What’s been keeping me is have absolutely no plan. I mean nothing, zilch, zero. I have tried every single idea that has come into my head