Missing
One sense of holiday spirit. I can’t find it anywhere. Even last year when I was dreading the holiday season I had holiday spirit. So much that it hurt. But this year, I can’t seem to find it. We went out shopping the other night, and the whole time I was all Bah. Not quite Bah Humbug, just Bah. Most years I am itching to get out all the Christmas decorations. This year, I keep finding excuses to do it tomorrow. In hopes of finding my spirit, I plan on spending as much time as I can at the Christmas tree lot. Maybe all those families all excited about their Christmas trees will push some button in my heart.

Posting Posting 1-2-3
The other night I looked back to last November to see how long I lasted before I used a “cheat” for NaBloPoMo. I only lasted until 11/12, so I am quite proud of myself this year. I haven’t cheated yet. I thought about it last night, to use a meme that I read on another blog, but I haven’t done it yet. But I noticed something else while I was browsing around. I’ve lost a lot of people who used to leave great comments!! I miss them. And I realized why I think that is. A lot of my readers have gone and had babies!!! Imagine, readers of a TTC blog moving on and having kids. I still have a couple that comment regularly, and thank you to

I’m staying out of this fight.
***this post is about one of those silly topics that people are typically pretty set in their ways about. Please don’t turn the comments into a “My opinion is right, your opinion is wrong” fight please*** So far out that I am going to be an infertile/habitual aborter just to say farrrr out of it. Jenn and Lyz get along just swell. They never argue (unless it is due to silly miscommunications which always end in the tattling each other out on me, and me telling them to just listen to each other for a moment.) Except this one fight. Every.single.time the subject is brought up, Jenn glares at Lyz and Lyz grinds her teeth at Jenn. E

Today I am thankful for…
I’ve written this post a hundred times. There are not enough words to ever express how thankful I am to have her in my life. But, at some point I have to post it…so if I haven’t included any reasons that I am thankful for her, or one of the eighty zillion reasons I love her, I’m sorry. Today isn’t enough. I will always be thankful for my Lyz. My favorite quote to describe our friendship is “A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.” She knows the words. She has been there through it all.

Back to being thankful…
I am thankful for Chris and all he does for us. (It was very difficult to pick my favorite picture of Chris, but look at that smile, the dimpleage, and it just isn’t a picture of Chris without him giving me the finger, right?) Bullet Points seems appropriate for Chris, who I know will never read this as he thinks I am crazy for blogging every.little.thing. I am thankful that he is always there to lighten the mood. I am thankful for his anger when things go wrong in our life. I am thankful that he is not watching me type this with the tears stream